I've concluded today that some people change for the better, and others for the worse.

You know its for the worst when they start to talk to you less,

Is cold towards you,

Don't say thanks,

And is gone without a goodbye.

I think thats how they will leave my life, without a backwards glance, because I am not what they want to be.

Maybe its my social statues, or maybe its my lack of presence.

But these kind of people, I learned, are not to be trusted.

If they dont hesitate to leave you, then they wont hesitate to leave their new friend,

Then come back to you.

But this time I'm ready.

Maybe I won't take you back, nor trust you as much.

I finally fixed my computer. So happy.

Thinking about moving my plane ticket a week before Feb 18^th. Let's just hope that there will be a seat for me and wait for their call.

I am sick, once again. My throat is killing me everytime I swallow.

Went to the hospital because Laolao was freaking out.

Got medicine, and took a day off school.

Whoop -de -doo

Home again. Grandpa took the computer, stuck with my malfunctioning laptop.

The taskbar never shows the running programs. Piece of shit.

Got the rest of my days spent here all planned out. Week by week. Turns out I only technically get a week of school.

It sucks ass.

Waiting for people to get their butt online. Most exciting thing in the world.

Need pictures for collage. Self-reminder.

Lunch break.

Tired.

Fell asleep in Chinese, teacher didnt comment.

Tried to play minesweeper with him, another reason to get closer.

Going back to school

Its 4:50, and I am back from school.

Boring classes as usual, 2 periods of English and Math. Wrote in diary in English, while played minesweeper with him on my little electronic dictionary.

I never noticed how good he smelled. Fresh soap. Its nice.

Finally get to sit beside him now. Yay.

Saw snow the other day, even if it was a little. Only a bit more to go till I am back.

I'll be waiting.

"True love never fades away."

Would this be true when I find my "true love"?